OK, yet another mouthful of words being spat out, so keep your distance.

Just digesting the new crop of ideas and extracting the nutrients. Via a bit of regurgitation I will more fully work on that which I have ingested.

So .... more to come.

I've identified myself a lot by what I eat. As far back as I can remember I was 'fussy'. I hated things with texture so hated fruit and vegetables and watery things. I liked biscuits, bread, cereal with milk and sugar. Rice puddings and cake etc. Even white bread, there was only white, with butter and sugar.

I did eat roast potatoes and raisins, but that was as far as my indulgence went with veggies.

I had a note to take to school to exempt me, from the doctors would you believe so my diet was not 'healthy'

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It was only once I had left the Royal Navy and spent most of my money on records and drugs etc. that I was forced to eat 'brown' soup which was just a bit of everything.

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During the druggy days my mind was drawn to a special girl whence I adopted things to be with her, or more truely, to keep her with me.

She wanted to see a Hindu Guru and whilst indulging her fantasy I played along and in so doing I was challenged by a Premie - A devotee of God.

I wanted a snack at the 'bar' but was told they didn't have a ham sandwich.

I asked why and I couldn't answer the resulting question

The answer was : That given I accepted and expected that a higher intelligence would care for me, why if I consider I have a higher intelligence that other animals do I tread them so badly? (bred for my food and entertainment etc.

I did know why, so I decided to stop using animals.

Then someone labelled me a 'Vegan'

The name is irrelevant and I am not a vegan in the way all the others that don the hat. I do not actively care for animals or campaign on their behalf, nor try and influence others to change their ways. I do it as it disgusting to use creatures of a lower intelligence.

Now i use the idea of such avoidance to clean myself of many indulgences, and will not use cash from the BoE whilst they use animal fat by default on their notes.

Being vegan is not a religion that I joined, but a personal meditation to develop my soul, as immortality cannot not survive on the demise on another, animal, vegetable, fruit, drink or breath.

The thought and will not to consume is the way I want to survive. So whoever you were and are, thanks for the question, why do I not care about consuming others, as it is a degrading action to use and consume

So my identity can relate to those who make self sacrifices and at the same time expect nothing from others. This soul is the path to love. It is not the Gods and the people I love, but that I love the Gods and people that I meet is a sign of my strength. I have no use for any of them, well not much and a dwindling desire for their company. But all are welcome to come close as can be and test my love. Just don't ask me to consume with you.

In this 'world' you become what you consume. If you consume another's time you shall have that added to your sentence of stay. Freedom is not something you can give, but something that you can allow. Allow others the freedom to consume and know that you also are free not to.

My love for you is that you be free to love and want for no-thing.